When I look through the window all I see is rain.
Pouring down from the heavens above.
Pouring down as if to say "Remember why you feel this way!"
They want me to remember all the pain and suffering you've caused me.
All the tears I've shed.
All the sorrows brought on and the joy that has gone.
To remember what you've done,
So maybe this time I wont go back for more.
And still among every tear that I've shed there's a longing that nags at me to return to the horror.
But beyond all the bruises and blood that I've shed.
Beyond all the broken bones and the sleepless nights.
Beyond all the "accidental falls" that I've taken and the things that you do....
I still love you.